another week...

hmm... getting and getting to adapt to the life.
not yet adapt fully but getting to... i hope and believe i can ^^

everyday is happening day...
every week is happening week...

this is call life.
full of uncertain and unexpected.

anyway... nxt week is another week... another new month... and i gonna adapt that i gonna change into another grp. PROF CHRIS and GRP 2 members... hope i can join u all well. ^^

rite... this week... recall what had happen...
on call for 1st time...
clerk the 1st hand cases... 7 cases in a nite...
do septic workout venipuncture...
comforting and listening "psycological problem" patients...

everyday meeting many many things and people...
hmm~ dats shud b my life.
people in people go.
death shud b usual to us.
accident will happen every single moment. (not only patients but oso ourselves)
listen to many comments and ideas... days to days getting influence and change in mind. lots lots lotsssssssss~~

TGIF. is firday and weekends ahead. ^^v
weekends is nice...
nicer even im at home. but then... haizz... nvrm lo~~ ><

hav a rest in weekends. recharge and looking forward another week to routine... LIFE~

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AH HOOI~ ^^

last tuesday... 20th july... our coursemate ah hooi birthday. Once again... v went to pizza hut alamanda to celebrate his big day again! ^^ haha XD

same like last year... a gang of us went pizza hut to cai cheong! haha XD





they all my dear coursematesss!!! =P


this is AJ! ^^


ah hooi~ the birthday boy!! ^^


mcgoh, XL and jess and suen! ^^


jojo and her dear ah moh...


seriously i hate this photo till the max!!! >< he is keith and she is iki... ><


iki bff!


yee tong~




they all my housematess! ^^







here come ah hooi! happy birthday! friendship 4eva! see ya nxt time in pizza hut again... hahaha XD

new life... JOANNA in 1st week MEDICINE posting!

hey guyss... heeelooo again! hmm... introduce myself... i create a new name of "JOANNA"... for my new life begin perhaps. wahaha... joke jer la... is a long story behind the name of Joanna which i lazy to mention it here. lols...

1st week. hospital serdang... medicine posting start initially.

soli to say dat i m still blur and adapting.
is so so so different from preclinical life and lots thing to learn and challenge ahead. hmm... i hope to get through all these... perhaps... i hope i can pass my exam well. coz... i got no supervisor to guild me along... T___T i am so so worried till max about my exam ahead... i prepared to failed? gone my cny... T___T *so tension and nervious which u all x understand. haizzz...~

what had i did this week.
CHDW is my ward to stay for this week actuali but of coz... there are too few cases and nthg to do... so i run to others ward la. btw. the MO DR. Ruben there is so handsome and quite nice. sister and nurses there oso nice but reali nthg much +ve finding there and the life at CHDW is x that crutial. so... juz clerk a few patients and do PE lo. the patient all quite well there and cooperative. so veli ez clerk and PE. ^^

btw... x yet intro my boss --> thee! he is my chaperon and oso qin le. v go 2gether.
im PA of thee ady. hahahaha... anyway... another boss... who is a super nice HO grad fr china (wad 7B)... DR. LEE!!! haha... this boss is nice! not only him la... the other boss at 7B and C r quite nice. giving us chance to do ABG... observe the CVP line insertion and oso ureteral cath.... cannulae... all those thing...

many many 1st expose to us...
evrythg is new.

with the help of HO... and MO... v saw many thing... did many procedures...
*still learning process coz the ABG taking is guide by a cute HO. lols...

then... 1st DIL encounter. hmmm...
v see many many situation... malaysia system... moral value... human personality during clinical. not oni cases cases and cases...

of coz... rite now... passing exam is the main purpose for me. frankly to say dat. rite now... i x determine of being a goo doctor but a good medical student who can pass all her exam. ya.. frank to tell this. coz i reali2 veli worry abot it... ==

hmmm... what else to say... 1st week... passed like this. quite interesting but tired... journey still going on. gambateh is a must. best of luck is a wish~ lols.
hope i can get thru all the challenges...

lots new things have to study. lots old things need to study as well. forget liao... haiz... and must noe how to link all the things together... is the part i hav to improve.

haiz... hope all the best for following daysssss la...
jia you HONG PEIYI!

broadband

thx bro. repair my laptop... now... i got a new broadband and can on9 liao. since new sem... cant on9 at kolej liao coz the stupid pejabat close it. now i can on9 in kolej... keep update... even in bidor liao! yeah! haha XD

2day i got a heavy mood swing...
since entering clinical life... i x pernah rest my tension down and force to push a smile in face. i hardly happy. or i shud say... since day1... i x happy. till now... i x happy. i emo. but i pretend nthg.

mood swing suddenly... miss him dat time so much.
feeling myself so far apart from all the others.

everythg to me like so strange... so scare... so unsecuire. i tot the oni thing i familiar with is YOU... but... 2day... i emo. i miss past much. i felt so apart. i kx... i lost... then i cried.

now eventually emotion under control. i wan back the previous spirit and hong peiyi. i wan my life back. hopefully~ T.T

clinical week 2... i lost my voice.

i lost my voice... cant rag juniors... is ok...
cant clerk patients even...
hope my voice will get well soon.

btw, is 2nd week... still intro week.
i saw so many and lots and lots of my coursemates went here went there... join class and finding seniros...

HONG PEIYI... is hopeless, uselfess and empty!
SHE DID NOTHG!

wat u gain???
s.t.r.e.s.s
D.P.R.E.S.S.E.D

haiz... will i b fine for these??? idk...

can i carry on the life?? can i pass it???
or issit too early fro me?? but y r they so???

haiz...

new life...

clinical year started finally after the long resaerch and joyful holiday.
2day is Day 3 ady.
seriously... i reali reali veli not used to it. =( i x adapt to it yet.

blur and stress r wat all ppl having oso rite now i noe...

i feel myself lost so much these 3 days.
and moody...

x reali study much and prepared yet.

D1 i went out with my gangs to do sumthg special.
D2 stunt by Mr Gee... seeing all ppl around trying working their best 4 the new life... but me? wat m i doing? anyway... since his bufday 2day... i force myself to "happy" in front him with my heart is totally tired and stress like hell. yet lost.
D3 having class later. moody since D1 and worsen and worsen. not oni becoz of academic stuff thg... and oso some others thg that make myself doubt my value.

i x dare to say i need u... but i reali do... i noe u wont care abt it. coz everyone is all in no mood... but i m serously veli veli moody that i ever had b4 rite now. =(

D4... D5... D6... hope will b better then.